14 January 2008

Almost forgot I had this page, not surprizing though , I seem to forget much these days. Forget how to be a human being even more often than that. Seems I wont have to be worrying about any of that for too much longer though, life has a way of catching up to a person, and taking a bite of of them for the things they have done. Ive had more than my share of second chances, but seems now, that my chances have run out this time. How do you clean up such a mess in 6 months to a year ? I fear it is impossible. Much will be left hanging, as it was so often in life also. Strange feeling it is though, very strange indeed. I would like to think that I had accomplished something good, hell , id even settle for fair, in this lifetime...but it seems what little I have, I always ended up destroying in the end. I guess they were right, all of them, my head is fuckedd