24 January 2007

Not much going on today, just feel so tired. So tired of everything, tired of breathing, tired of feeling sick, and tired of the inevitable crash that all ways comes. Tired of being in debt , tired of worrying about dying, but also tired of living. Tired of seeing those around me slowly die off, leaving me here to live in this rotten cesspool. Tired of seeing those I care about in pain, and tired of people worrying about me. I think I am tired of that most of all. I wish I could just be forgotten, left to drown alone . Left to fade slowly into a forgotten mist.